Ohhhhhh happy day...

Or happy ending of my day..
Just spoke to a reporter at a newspaper about my situation with my son...
And they are going to bring it up in the news..........
So pray for us that something good comes out of it....that we shall be able to move away from here......at last!!
Just wanted to let you all know..........

One happy day...

My son has had one happy day at my mums farm..
A lot of snow to play in...and the joy of being able to be among animals..
He was so proud about the calfs that licked his fingers and face..
Today it aint that good at all......

Wish I could give my son the christmasgift he wants most of all....the words "were moving"
but I dont think that will happen...not ever, at least it dosent seem so..

Will be writing on chapter 2 at my homepage " www.finelady68.cashhosters.com/finelady in a few days...be aware that it takes strenght from me, I relive my childhood writing it all...relive it watching my son go thrue the same hell I had...
Must be glad thou that he hasent been abused like I was..

I will post a note when chapter 2 is ready and published..

Take care all that reads this!!

My first article is posted!

Yes, finally I got my first article posted at my brand new Niche Site - The Life story of Finelady
It´s called My life - Chapter1 and you will find it at the Main Articles Page.
Have a nice weekend!
Finelady

Its snowing....at last!!

Its snowing at last....the landscape around us is fianally turning from grey to winterwhite, I love it.
Im going to my moms today...a 2 hour drive from here...my spouse and kids are also coming and it feels good to be able to let my son outside, knowing that at least there noone is harrasing him..
Feels good also to get away for a day from this hellhole...cause thats how I feel about this place, its causing to much mischief for us..

I wish so much to be able to move away from this place, hate it because of all the bad things that happens to my son, that he has to be so scared.
Wishing and hoping that his selfconfidens will grow soon from his martial arts training...

Pray for us, we need it!!

Im dizzy.......

My apartment is being painted...and it smells color ll over the place...
I feel like as if I was constantly drunk at the moment.
They decieded yesterday to come painting today and tomorrow...wish i could have known about it earlier.

Well to continue my story I can say that we havent had a good day today either..had to change the tires of the car..going to mum coming sunday and its supposed to snow inlands..
Here its raining so I cant see the snow comming but on the other hand,better be prepared.
Hopefully sunday will be good at moms home..
She lucky as shes going abroad next year...wish i could afford it too..but mom said that my time will come, well i surely do hope so, so tired of the constant struggeling to have whats needed so we can live from day to day..So my spouse can get to work and so fort...
So tired of the struggle of trying to leave this hellhole, so my son can get a peace of mind..

Pray for us...we sure can need it!!

Time to start.........

Time for me to get my story started....
Dont really know where to begin, but I will start by introducing myself..
Im a 37 year old mother of 2 children...my sons 8 years old and my daughter turns 2 in a few days time 5/12-05. I live in Gothenburg Sweden with my spouse whos 43 years old.
Im struggeling with debts, but thankfully my spouse is now debtfree,wich increases my chanse of also becoming free from debts.

We are at this time fighting to get a new apartment in another area as my son is being harrased by older kids in the neighbourhood. Because of that my sons not doing so well and his health has been affected, hes overweight poor boy..so its a struggle.

But when it comes to my debts nobody seemto care about the need of my son...they only look at my debts and refuse yo give us another apartment..Ill tell you, not even the social welfare steps in even thou my sons health is in danger..
My spouse works full time, and Im retired due to illness so I dont know what to do about this anymore...I dont have the strenght I need to go out with my son as much as he needs, and I also has his babysister to care for...
So my dream is to be able to move somwhere else...

This is reality in the dreamland of Sweden...not quiet the dream country youve wanna live in is it???

Bummer....still sick!!

Still sick,and suppose to be in bed...I have a fever and a headache out of this world..Guess I got this seasons first flue, feeling awful as I just started up here, I mean I dont have strenght enought to sit and write for more than a moment at the time..

Want to show you a beatyful place in Varmland where my spouse family comes from..a place so beatyful that I wish to be there all the time...but it takes hours to go there....enjoy!!

My daughter is a suger addict....

And she not 2 years old yet...my spouse caught her eating suger with a spoon just now..
Crazy little girl..isnt she..
Well lady fortune didnt smile upon us today either..no lottery winnings for us...
Didnt expect that anyway, with all the bad luck i´ve had..
So maybe next time...maybe not...

As long as i have my family..im happy with or without lady luck!!

Short stop today at the blog although im not well yet..will write more monday..!!

Tired today.......

Think im coming down with the flue or something..
Been cold all day and now i have a tempature..doesnt feel good at all..
And i who thought i would get started with my first english blog this weekend...well
guess i must waite a few days and get better first...

Hope i dont dissepoint anyone whos waiting for news about me..
I´ll try to get started as soon as possible..

Well my first english blog..

And im nervous as I have never written so much in english before..
Have to take it as it comes along..
Anyhow I will try to write down the story of my life here...and it will be tears and laughter for you who might read this..
Hope you`ll enjoy it!!
I will also show you the way to my brand new Niche Site - The Life Story of Finelady
That is where you will be able to read my full articles. Some might come as a big surprise for you.
Finelady