Yesterday...what a day!!

The firedepartment came to my apartment building 4 times..
Couldnt hardly belive it...2 of the times they where here, it really was a fire..
Could smell smoke for hours yesterday...

My daughter was so scared sp she didnt sleep until 02 in the morning and she woke up many times, sso she ended up sleeping between us..
Just glad my sons with his dad this week as his room smelled most from the smoke..
It was scary but at the same time one could take it easy...there was no real hazard.

Only makes me wonder thou if someone liberatly are setting the place on fire, and if so, why??
Kids where running up and down the stairs all afternoon and that to makes me wonder if it was kids that was behind all this???

But the only question I really have is WHY?????

No matter what I think of this place, its still a roof over our head until we can move away from here..One has to have somewhere to live-right??
With fires in the building it makes me insecure, cause what if something happens that causes the whole building to go up in flames???
That makes me scared...
And the thought of being caught in a fire, scares me even more...
What would happen to my kids...ohhhh all the questions in my head...probably wont get any answers to them anyway..

Today...scared and worried sick for so much and now on top of it, scared for my own apartmentbuilding..havent we had enough????

PRAY FOR US-WE SURE NEED IT!!!