So christmas has passed.........

And Im sitting here wondering about life itself...doubting myself...
Wonder if the whole world has gone crazy or if it only me...
So much on my mind lately..so many questions, but no answer to be found..
Im hoping and praying for my dream to come true..that we can leave this place
where we know live, and find a place secure for my son and us...
Dont understand how this can take so long to find....????????

Im not sure if a childs wellbeing is of any concern to govermentpeople anymore, it
seems as they only want to save money and put people like you and me in debt to
society.....cause if they cared, we wouldnt be here..no one would have to see there
children take abuse from anyone...like I have witnessed my son being absued by other
older children and teenagers....
And someone would try to catch those who commit these crimes against children..

Theres so much talk about protecting the children...about the childrens convention...
But who really cares about them????????

I belive theres only one that cares about children....
God himself, the creator and maker of life.....
I belive that only he knows and will do something about the world someday...
And I belive in the angels, that they are here to protect and help guide us and
hang on to hope..
If I didnt belive that.....I wouldnt be here...
My faith is what keeps me going, and gives me a hope for the future, that one day...
One day, well have a paradise on this earth to live in..and I belive that its not so far away until that day is here...
And I belive that cause the good book tells me so............
Thats the hope I cling too when everything seems to be without hope..
My faith...and my belifs that the angels carry me thrue my living hell......
Thats what keeps me up...

My God bless all of you who seeks him and belive in him...
May he guide and strenghten your faith...and set your eyes on one thing....
Paradise on earth and a much better life to come........

With wishes for all for a better new year next year.......