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Wish you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006..
To all of you whos been reading my blog...
Wishing that your hopes and dreams for next year will come true....

Take care and I hope you all will join me next year here..
And sont forget to chech out my nichesite www.finelady68.cashhosters.com/finelady

News of what will happen when it comes to leaving this place will be written once I have news to tell.........

Love to all...see yah next year!!

So christmas has passed.........

And Im sitting here wondering about life itself...doubting myself...
Wonder if the whole world has gone crazy or if it only me...
So much on my mind lately..so many questions, but no answer to be found..
Im hoping and praying for my dream to come true..that we can leave this place
where we know live, and find a place secure for my son and us...
Dont understand how this can take so long to find....????????

Im not sure if a childs wellbeing is of any concern to govermentpeople anymore, it
seems as they only want to save money and put people like you and me in debt to
society.....cause if they cared, we wouldnt be here..no one would have to see there
children take abuse from anyone...like I have witnessed my son being absued by other
older children and teenagers....
And someone would try to catch those who commit these crimes against children..

Theres so much talk about protecting the children...about the childrens convention...
But who really cares about them????????

I belive theres only one that cares about children....
God himself, the creator and maker of life.....
I belive that only he knows and will do something about the world someday...
And I belive in the angels, that they are here to protect and help guide us and
hang on to hope..
If I didnt belive that.....I wouldnt be here...
My faith is what keeps me going, and gives me a hope for the future, that one day...
One day, well have a paradise on this earth to live in..and I belive that its not so far away until that day is here...
And I belive that cause the good book tells me so............
Thats the hope I cling too when everything seems to be without hope..
My faith...and my belifs that the angels carry me thrue my living hell......
Thats what keeps me up...

My God bless all of you who seeks him and belive in him...
May he guide and strenghten your faith...and set your eyes on one thing....
Paradise on earth and a much better life to come........

With wishes for all for a better new year next year.......

Updates......

At my nichesite... www.finelady68@cashhosters.com/finelady
Welcome all to read about it..

At the same time I want to wish You all a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Hoping I will have good news for all next week...about a house, pray for us...

Now take care of eachother and live in peace...think of those that have none...

At last...

Some good news to tell you!!
Ive been in a custodybattle the past year, well its over now and my sons dad gave in to my demands..He gave me custody for my son in his homecountry...wich means that I have the same rights there if something should happen...

And my friend that I had not talked to for ages has gotten her life back on track....
She has a new apartment and a good boyfriend that comes from my part of Sweden..
Im so happy for her...

What else is there to tell...well pray for us that our plans will come true saturday..
If it does I will share with you later what its all about..

Hugs to all that reads about us and cares for us..

My third article is ...

fianally ready at my homepage www.finelady68.cashhosters.com/finelady
It has taken its own good time to publish it...life has been a bit mezzy lately.

You will understand why from the article and from the next one Im going to write..
Take care everyone..and thank you that your following my destiny..

Pray for us!!

Yesterday...what a day!!

The firedepartment came to my apartment building 4 times..
Couldnt hardly belive it...2 of the times they where here, it really was a fire..
Could smell smoke for hours yesterday...

My daughter was so scared sp she didnt sleep until 02 in the morning and she woke up many times, sso she ended up sleeping between us..
Just glad my sons with his dad this week as his room smelled most from the smoke..
It was scary but at the same time one could take it easy...there was no real hazard.

Only makes me wonder thou if someone liberatly are setting the place on fire, and if so, why??
Kids where running up and down the stairs all afternoon and that to makes me wonder if it was kids that was behind all this???

But the only question I really have is WHY?????

No matter what I think of this place, its still a roof over our head until we can move away from here..One has to have somewhere to live-right??
With fires in the building it makes me insecure, cause what if something happens that causes the whole building to go up in flames???
That makes me scared...
And the thought of being caught in a fire, scares me even more...
What would happen to my kids...ohhhh all the questions in my head...probably wont get any answers to them anyway..

Today...scared and worried sick for so much and now on top of it, scared for my own apartmentbuilding..havent we had enough????

PRAY FOR US-WE SURE NEED IT!!!

My daughters birth...read about it..

At my niche site located at www.finelady68.cashhosters.com/finelady
Hope you enjoy the reading!!

Tomorrow.......2 years

2 years since my beutiful daughter was born....
So I wont be here so much then....seems so strange that 2 years passed so
quickly..I feel like I gave birth yesterday..

My daughter...a child that came to this world from us, her parents love...
Love her so so much..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL EVELINA!!!

My second article is ready for you

Yes, there is a second article waiting for you at my Niche - The Life story of Finelady
Not difficult to find, since it is called Chapter 2. Just go to the main Articles page and you will find it. Have a nice weekend!
Finelady